I have to call the doctor.  But I don’t want to.  But I have to.  But I don’t want to.

Need to make sure they got the results from the Ultrasound and also need to let her know that I am bleeding again.

Have to….Don’t want to.


Called the doctor. Left message.  🙂

I don’t know why I am so sure that this is going to be bad. I hope I am wrong.


14:00 – Doctors office called. Ultrasound shows one small fibroid tumor, and an abnormally thick uterine wall. A thickend uterine wall can be a thickened uterine wall, or it can be the side effect of cancer. Women with thickened uterine walls after menopause need to have it taken care of as long term it can actually be the cause of the cancer. So, Biopsy is still the next step. 

I think that it’s a weird thing to have something happening that six years ago would be normal, cramping and bleeding, and have to readjust and say that know it is bad.  I mean, if I were suddenly bleeding from my ear and had horrible pain I would now that it was a problem and be all, HEY! fix this! But since it’s my vagina that’s bleeding I”m like whatever, did that for a 30 years , what’s the big deal?  I think that’s why I’m feeling a little more nervous now. It’s like it’s all started really clicking that this is NOT what is supposed to be happening. This is not a “period” because I don’t ovulate. This is an internal organ, bleeding because something is wrong.






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