I’ve been in a non-posting frame of mind lately.
I’m very up and down. One minute I feel great and full of positivity and energy and the next minute I curl up under a blanket and feel sorry for myself. I have to keep reminding myself that it’s only been a week since my last high dose radiation so I can’t be expected to be healed yet. I think in my head I really did believe that as soon as I was done I would be all back to normal. It’s very frustrating. I make a thousand plans for things to get done in a day and get so annoyed when I don’t get them done.
The nice thing about today is that if I’m feeling this low now, I’ll probably feel great this afternoon. Nothing is more predictable than change.
People seem so mean lately. I assume it’s the season, but geesh. The other day I had an issue with a book I bought for my nook from Barnes & Noble. I had to email their support and I was so surprised when I received an answer within 24 hours and it solved my problem on the 1st email. Isn’t that horrible that it’s when things go well it’s a surprise?
Well, that’s as much as I can take! I’m freezing! Back under my blanket with my book for a bit.