Everything is running wild with no hope of capture. Work is never ending uncaught up, dogs are fighting, house is dirty, hurts to breathe and cars keep zooming by without stopping at the stop sign. I am SO tired! I really hope it’s because it’s been so long since I could take a deep breath. I can’t seem to get the energy to do anything and now suddenly I’m aware of my movements and I am being careful. I hate being careful. I like doing things with abandon.

On the up side I just made perfect croutons for my soup. πŸ™‚

 Edit: AND I am reminded once again what lovely people I have in my life.



Comments on: "Spiraling out of control…" (0)

  1. (((hugs))) with a side of wine and sympathy. Homemade croutons? Sounds yummy!

  2. I hope you feel better very soon so that you can get the rest and breath that you need so that you don’t feel so tired.Perfect croutons sound very good though. Enjoy your croutons and your soup.

  3. Hard to sit still when everything around you is so kinetic.  Hard to be patient when you want things to be settled.  I am holding my breath with you.  (((HUGS)))

  4. Stop! take 3 deep breaths. in thru the nose and out thru the mouth. Do this slowly. Now, jump back into the stream and go with the flow. It ususally helps me.  Good vibes being sent to you.

  5. @GoodGuyTheBoss – πŸ™‚ and a little sleep doesn’t hurt either!

  6. I love carbs and in just a few hours I can put them back in my diet!

  7. I’ll come have a good talking to with your dogs – no fighting in front of Tracy. *makes sad face* Abandon is good, but being careful is its own kind of meditation, mindfulness. I try to be careful as I stretch my arms over my head and as I do lunges down the hall. *hugs*

  8. well heck yeah, not being able to take a deep breath would tire you out! I’m mad they haven’t called you back yet, I want to pull a “my mother” and call them and yell at the for it. As for doing things with abandon…I like that too…except that’s how we hurt things, like ribs and ankles and backs…being mindful isn’t such a bad thing..sort of like yoga right? I hope you hear soon and can relax and feel better!

  9. I hope you are on the mend soon broken ribs hurt so dang bad (Ya see I am praying for simple that all this is just a simple broken rib and it just takes time. to heal)Hugs and loveMae

  10. How are the ribs today…send the dogs here…I’ll put them all in halos

  11. @Ninasusan – OMG! I should totally put the big one in a halo when she gets uppity! That would allow the beagle to a.) be safe b.) get a good laugh!  Ribs doing okay today! Thanks.

  12. πŸ™‚  The good laugh.I just knew Marly’s self esteem was going to tank after the cats started making fun of him.

  13. Take it easy!

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