I almost never click on my Messages or “friend” Invites in Xanga anymore. It’s always filled with garbage. I can’t believe I get junkmail on a blog. Every once in awhile I look up and it’s eight messages and 14 invites and I’ll click and see a page of spammers and creepers and then I just close it. I’m sure I miss important people and I’m sorry.

I have been totally obsessed with only myself for awhile. It is intentional I think. I just needed to focus on getting my patterns back together. I am definitely a creature of habit so if I don’t have the base habits down I get nothing done, the days just slip away from me. I am very cognizant of time. I don’t like to have time that I am not fully focused on. I try to be aware of every minute.  I’m sure that I did not explain that well. It’s really best described as a cliche, I want to be present in every moment.


Yesterday was just a bizarre day of things not working as they should. The only good thing about yesterday was I got more reading in (Odd Apocalypse – finished today) and I discovered for the rare moment that I want to buy music online Amazon was half the cost of Google Play. I’ve been listening to Tibetan Singing Bowls on Spotify for a year and finally broke down and bought it so I could have it on my iPod and phone.


I have had a very bad 10 days or so with my sad little radiated intestines. Yesterday was the first day in ten that I didn’t have to drug myself. YAY! For anyone who needs to do liquid meal supplements occasionally I’m a big fan of Muscle Milk; I nice strong blender a couple of cubes and a half a cup of coconut or almond milk plus a half cup of water and you’ve got yourself a good breakfast that will actually give you energy and nutrition without a mega dose of fiber like a lot of the “diet” liquid meals. I know, it’s not all natural but even a big old proponent of natural foods like me knows that sometimes you have to weigh the benefits vs the ideology.


I really need to do something productive today I think.





Comments on: "Just a smattering of Sunday snippets" (0)

  1. I think that it’s good that you have been totally focused on yourself. It takes a LOT of energy and concentration to heal, and the more cognizant of that you are, the more you can read your body’s cues.I know what you mean about time. Sometimes I think it’s terrible how I want every minute accounted for, but that helps me be more organised and helps me do those things that are for MY benefit. Otherwise, everybody else gets a slice of my time, and there’s none left for me.I’m so glad yesterday was better for your intestines. I hope your Sunday is nothing short of awesome!  

  2. @Mom_with_a_Chainsaw – You know what would make Sunday really awesome? If I could stop having all of the i’s in a certain word game!!! šŸ™‚

  3. I’m going to read this again later…I can’t think straight

  4. @tracy – Bwahaha! I hate it when that happens!

  5. You SHOULD be focused on yourself right now.  I think it’s an important part of the healing process.  I agree with wanting to be present in every moment, but I have struggled with it lately. 

  6. You seem to be working hard on achieving your proper balance.  You’ll get there I’m sure.  Focusing on yourself and healing and getting to a place where you feel like you’re firing on all cylinders is a good thing.

  7. I’m thinking this post has something to do with the last post.  Maybe explains the anti weight loss.  You are one of the least selfish people I know.  

  8. That is so bizarre that you get so much junk in your Xanga message boxes. Good to know that you aren’t taking messages here.I felt like something was up. I am sorry about your guts. I would imagine that it is very frustrating. I am sorry.I felt a change in the force. I hope this time spent looking inward, helps you get back to where you need to be.Saturday seems like it was an especially tough day. I hope Sunday ending up being better.

  9. I am sorry you are having problem but that shake sound HORRIBLE!!! YUCK! Just saying… 

  10. Almond milk. Good.

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